Last year when I first learned about my cancer, I felt powerful and it seemed like a romantic thing to be entering into..what a bunch of s--t that was to be thinking.
Find this winter that I don't want to die. Ever!
So, I used to run 5 miles. I lost weight. I ate the right foods. What did you do to stop the death that you did not believe in?
Of course, we go through our life ignoring that we will, must and have to die. Think about it. Can you think about it? I think most of us do not believe it will really happen.
Will chemo kill the cancer cells where death lives? I don't really think so, but let's try. I do not plan on going gently into that good night even though I must.