I seem to be picking up strength each day. My appetite is much better and I am no longer nauseated. Sometimes I think I am dizzy, but I've always been that...so?
Next week Sydney and I are going to head down some road with our motor home and our dogs....not sure what direction we will go in and I'm not sure it matters.
I've been in a period of blah....not really depressed, but tired of being a cancer patient.....so I am just ignorning stuff and some people too. I hope I haven't offended anyone by my seculsion, but I have just kinda wanted to be left alone. I think a lot of pondering has been going on with me.
This Monday night I am coming out of the closet....a book club dinner....I am really looking forward to that.
Yesterday I ventured out with my bald head...first time in public....I don't know, it didn't feel too bad, but I am a sight to behold. Reminds me of a time when I worked for the state of Oregon as a secretary. I couldn't afford to replace my nylons everytime they got a run...so I wore them, with the runs, and I came to realize that the other girls felt superior to me on those days. At least that's what I surmized, and so that became my gift to them. I kinda felt that way yesterday. If my bald head causes another person to feel better about the way they look, or feel it is alright to stare, then that might be my gift. Talk about being egotistical? More growth needed! The sun is out and it sure is welcome.
About Me
- The Calico Pen
- My book "The Bastard Tree" is still available on Amazon.com and Barnes and Noble.com. I hve had a lot of positive remarks about my story and although I am not making money with it, I am glad I did it. It is one of those things that people always say, "you should write a book," so I did. I like to write and I hope you will enjoy reading what I post.
