follow up tests

Well, yesterday I had an MRI of the brain and a CT of the chest. I will get results on Monday.
Boy I have really been a bitch lately. I guess I found Kubler Ross's anger stage. Sydney and I have been at it tooth and nail this week. Pretty ugly. I guess I don't understand what he is feeling. I do know that if (or when) I die before him, his whole world will change for the worse in many ways.
Today my boss from MSDB called and we got to talking. Her husband went through brain cancer three years ago and she was telling me how hard it was to feel unappreciated and left out of the sympathy cards etc. That helped me see Sydney's life from another angle. But he complains about his responsiblities all the time and all I see is that he is cooking, dishes, paying bills, all the things that I did while I worked, raised kids,went to school etc., etc., I think he is just a whiner and then he calls his family and they call here and tell me to be nice to Sydney and I think "did I bring this dying business on myself, just to get out of this 35 year marriage?"
Anyway you can see the dynamics that are going on here at our house....Hope your entry to summer is smoother.
We are all planting flowers and a few vegetables this week and looking forward to a visit from my niece and her family this weekend and then maybe to the hotsprings for the memorial day weekend.
Sienna was here this weekend. I said to her, "lets cut off half of your hair and glue it on my head." She got a little scared and said, "no!" I said, "O, I was just kidding. I wouldn't do that." Then she said, "O, grandma, your hair will grow back." She is so cute and just takes it all in her stride. \
I don't think it is growing at all.